Sunday, September 04, 2005
i cant believe i'm this slow. i just realised that i can change the font colour to a different instead of pink. dots to me.
bit tired, feel as though my brain just came out from the wringer. perhaps its due to all that geog.
scanning the computer for viruses now...thks to tuna's url. i get scared and vulnearable whenever i hear the IT ppl in our class yakking about computer security and the 'walls' they have installed. here's an excerpt. *edited to protect names!!~
A: it took so long to recieve the song my fren was sending me, cause of my firewalls. i have like, so many of them!!
B: you know, nowadays there are so many viruses...must continue to have the firewalls on! if not, the comp will go jia lat.
now, firewalls to me were walls that were apparently on fire or waht not, until i checked the controls panel and security. In black miniscule words, it trumpeted my ignorance. rather embarassing. thank goodnesss no one was there.
i am sprouting nonsense, am i not??
whee!!!!!~ the virus scanner detected one virus. the email one with a revolting picture of a man with a girl's mouth. pls...let that be the one that caused the comp to shut down every so often...so that i would live in peace. HA!
once again, i was reminded how IT-illiterate i was. tried to read the virus report but got no further than the first line. tat line alone contained several IT words...that i couldnt comprehend.
you know, i;m so scared. i'm so scared. what if i dont do well? waht if i blank out/ what if i disappoint my parents...again? my head is sore...thanks to all there fears whirling around in my head. it is splitting with trying to hold all the info inside.
i cried, yesterday. call it stress, call it craziness, blame it on my nerves, but tears whelmed over and spilled. it was dark...and since my face was dark as well...nobody really saw.
any loud music to recommend?? i need them during those crisises.
lastly,. i would like to say once again: tuna has a point. blogging destresses and destressing really helps.
tata. off to english.
want some cupcakes?
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