Sunday, September 11, 2005
half a day before english and geog prelims.
somehow, i feel as though i havent studied enough. cause theres nothing inside my head. i need to squeeze out the info. goeg..well, at least i will have some pictures to help me recall and think.
but history,, ah....that is a different story. you know it or you dont.
i should be hyped up, i should be worrying incesstantly about my prelims....since it is half a step to my tertiary education. i should be living solely for the exams. i should be cutting down on sleep and forcing myself to stay awake during chinese.
well, i'm not. i slept 8 hours or so. More than once, my mother had to prod me back to life during the night. At least twice, i spent the night on my notes. As in, when i woke up, a nice patch of something gooey and wet percolated my notes. * i remade them...so no worries.
i respect, i envy those who actually stay cooped up in one room and slog the day away. perhaps it is because i only started studying this year. perhaps it is because i dont like studying.
i want to be a doctor, yet bio bores me. is my ambiton just childish desire or real thing?
Here I am, sweltering in the jean jacket which constricts my arm movements. How i am to play the piano later is a slight worry.
Cliche or not, time really flies. It flapped away in one second.*that is an exaggeration. therefore, i am starting to panic.
we moan, we grumble, we stress over the exams. but waht does it mean??/
for reading the ramblings of a girl who is currently roasting away,feeling paniced and petrified, i thank you.
*-_-;;
want some cupcakes?
1:03 PM
